“Do you know I’ve been sitting here thinking to myself that if I didn’t believe in life, if I lost faith in the woman I love, lost faith in order of things, were convinced, in fact, that everything is a disorderly, damnable, and perhaps devil-ridden chaos, if I were struck by every horror of man’s disillusionment— still I should want to live and, having once tasted of the cup, I would not turn away from it till I had drained it.”
— The Brother’s Karamazov- Dostoevksy